30 Days of Thanks - Day 29
Today I’m thankful for the cheesy holiday movies. I’m not talking the Hallmark stuff, though they have their place, but definitely the 90s classics like Home Alone, Christmas Vacation, and Santa Clause along with newer ones like Elf and Bad Santa. These movies are so fun and silly that they make me laugh over and over. There’s a whole bunch of them that get rotated through a few times during the holidays - and I’m not ashamed to admit I watch Home Alone all year!
There are also some more serious movies, that are still funny, that I love to rotate through like Love, Simon and Happiest Season. I love all holiday movies ranging from Jingle All The Way to Love the Coopers. Some of my favorite TV episodes were the Christmas lights related ones on Home Improvement every year. This is all over because the movies I love are always all over… what are some of your faves?
What are you thankful for today?
Watching Christmas Vacation from bed (before I decorated the bedroom tree)
Thursday Thoughts - the PNW, briefly
I’m working hard to shift my thought process from “what a waste of money” to “what an extraordinary experience” in regards to my short time in the Pacific Northwest. I moved up there almost exactly two years ago on a whim, only to leave a few short months ago. i can’t think about the cost - both financially and emotionally - because I’ll just break all the way down. Arriving to Olympia in 2022 was a dream come true. The townhouse was nice, the area was even nicer, and the scenery was legitimately the best. The place had plenty of space and storage and there was a trail through the trees nearby. It was heaven, as far as location and space was concerned. Life and relations were on the brink of extinction - in fact it wouldn’t be long until everything blew up.
I lived here… I was so excited to be this close to big trees, dirt roads, and all of the things I longed to be near for the past 14 years.
The relationship I was in was ending, which was good, but my gramma died and that was bad. My mental health took a dive into the dark, deep end. I spent a few weeks in Michigan as we divided up our life and then I made it back to finalize it. The townhome was all mine, I had a new car, and I was about to have a new life all on my own in the Pacific Northwest. What a dreamy place to get back to good.
On a break from cleaning out my gramma’s house, I stopped at the place we’d take the dog or just ourselves to walk or cross-country ski.
I had been in the PNW for about 3-4 months and hadn’t done much as far as exploring. I took off and started visiting my favorite spots, new spots, and everything in between. I hiked in the rain, cried in the rain, watched spring emerge, and welcomed a slew of visitors. Over the years of visiting the PNW, I developed a list of places I loved and would show each guest or set of guest these places. We’d add to it, find new coffee or beer, and of course shoot for something they really wanted to do or see. Having visitors helped me get outside and see all the things, for a whole range of seasons.
I started walking around the lake in Olympia
I started to learn that I loved living alone and that there was so much to do and see that I would be set forever up there. Eventually, as fate would have it, my job ended and I needed to find a new one quickly. The job that would hire me, and pay me similarly, would be down in Portland and would require a relocation. This was fine, except it was expensive to relocate and I would miss my tiny group of wonderful humans in Olympia. I did it, though, and was close to another tiny group of humans in my circle. I later learned that I could have stayed in Olympia and commuted to Tacoma if I needed to go in, which would have been good to know prior to spending a few grand to move. All in all, it doesn’t really matter too much on how things played out anyway.
I was excited to get to walk Chewy along the river in South Portland - right outside of our new apartment.
While in Portland I visited so many places in Oregon that I’ve always wanted to see and made it a mission to run to the coast as often as I could. Again, I had plenty of visitors and the months flew by. By May, I was feeling the groove and stepping out of my comfort zone socially. Of course, as things were getting good, I’d be shipped away to bumfuck nowhere for a month for work. I landed in Arkansas on an assignment for the month of June. It was good to make a few new friends and see my family, but it sure was awful leaving my dog and my Portland life behind for that long. I feel I fell out of the loops and lost any momentum I had for loving the place fully. While in Arkansas, I did meet some nice people and did get to enjoy my time there when I wasn’t at the plant working. Also while in Arkansas, I received a message encouraging me to apply to this job in Ohio. With nothing to lose and my brain scattered in seventy directions, I did a phone screening and then made my way back to Portland to carry on, not knowing what was next.
I would go on hikes with a gay hiking group on occasion - felt good to be part of a group!
I went through July trying to get my footing and find my way, with initial plans to move to Vancouver to save money and live a little outside of the hustle and bustle of downtown Portland. The city noise and chaos had me on edge most of every waking hour of my life. I had a couple of interviews through July/August for the Ohio job, but carried on with my life as if it didn’t exist. I wanted the job, but I didn’t want to seem too eager about it. I couldn’t reconcile giving up the PNW beauty for Ohio. I’d later learn, that Ohio can be beautiful and is very close to other beautiful places with mountains, forests, rivers, and more.
I was escaping to the river trail quite a few times (I even played hooky once)
It was mid-August when I was told I’d be getting an offer. They didn’t know when, but soon. This went on for a couple of weeks and I started to prepare for the idea of leaving my beloved PNW and moving back to my beloved Midwest. Despite having so many wonderful friends out west, much of my heart was back in Michigan and being within driving distance of friends and family was exciting for the first time in 12+ years. I was so sold on the idea now, that if the job offer didn’t’ work out I’d take my job at the time and switch home offices to one in Michigan and move in with friends for a while. No matter what happened, I was going back to the Midwest.
Moving was a chore, that’s for sure.
I’ve been in Ohio a few short months, but have already saved hundreds of things to explore on my maps. The beauty of this country is being able to find things to do and enjoy anywhere you go. YES, even when I was in Texas I found so many places to explore and things to enjoy. This job and this place kind of feel like my “last stop” until retirement. I am hopeful to maintain this job until I am able to retire because it feels like the place where that happens if that makes any sense at all.
Found some fall color and a lake to enjoy!
I write this because I’ve been struggling. I’ve been missing Washington and Oregon every single day. I’ve cried out to no one “why!?” and looked at flights for return visits. I miss the coasts, the woods, the big trees, the waterfalls, and of course my friends. I miss the more liberal feel of Portland, and even Olympia. I miss my proximity to my favorite National Park - Olympic. I will miss winter, rainy hikes through big trees and snowy visits to Cannon Beach. I have a few Alaska miles, and a job, so I’ll be back occasionally to take it all in again. I’m grateful to be here, in Ohio, near people who will help make the time here worthwhile. There will be many trips to the Great Lakes, Appalachian Mountains, and other wonders here in the east. Life can always be good, even if it’s not exactly what you wanted. Make the most of where you are, and if you need help reach out - I’m always a message away.
it’s official now!
30 Days of Thanks - Day 28
When I was asked to go in on Thanksgiving, it wasn’t that big of a deal. Today I’m grateful for the flexibility that comes from years of retail work and working in 24/7 operations like energy. I come from a family of shift workers, and sometimes we moved holidays to totally different days so we could celebrate together. Move Thanksgiving dinner to Friday? No big deal. (Now, if I am asked to go in Friday, I may be a little pissy). Thanksgiving is something I try to live all the time - daily gratitude, seeing and appreciating people more often than once per year, and enjoying good food more than once per year. I’m flexible with this because I don’t have a choice and there is no use fighting something you can’t really control.
Related to yesterday’s “thankful for therapy” post, I have been learning to control what I can and can not worry about. I have had a big issue with plans changing or shifts in decisions - which are normal - and learning to let go of things I can’t control and just learning to adjust how I react and adapt has been groundbreaking for me.
So, on this Thanksgiving (with many others) I’ll be at work for a while and it’ll be okay. Now, I do have plans to food prep all day after I get home, so the work thing better not be all day! What are you thankful for today? (I’m also thankful this month is almost over)
Thanksgiving some years ago - 2007 (17 years now!?)
30 Days of Thanks - Day 27
Today I’m thankful for therapy. I have a great therapist here in Ohio and a great psychiatrist. Together, we’re all managing my mental health. I’ve worked through so much since starting therapy regularly in early 2023 and I’m so grateful to have a third party sounding board that can respond. Therapy isn’t all about assigning blame or tearing everything down, it’s about understanding and learning how to recognize your own behaviors and thoughts. It’s learning how to and when to react and sharing ideas without judgment. I’m grateful to have good insurance to cover it and that I’ve found some professionals so quickly here. I’m happy to report that I’m doing what’s best for me and taking charge of my mental health and I highly recommend doing the same for yourself.
You don’t have to be any certain level of “whatever” to go to therapy, it’s literally for anyone who wants to talk things out and better understand themselves and their thought processes.
What are you thankful for today?
Chewy and I out on a walk for a mental health lol
30 Days of Thanks - Day 26
Today is my “I’m thankful for friends and family near and far” post. I wasn’t going to include this because it should be implied, but I am truly grateful for the connections and family I have on this Earth. I have family all over, but I’m so grateful that I’ve always lived somewhere close to them, sans the time I spent in the Pacific Northwest. I was always a quick drive or walk away from my aunt, uncle, and cousin in Texas and that was super fun. I have a ton of good memories, despite it being Texas. I’m back, close to the Great Lakes, and I’m so excited to be near my family again up here. I’m also close to besties spanning from Minnesota to Maryland. I’ve already hung out with friends I hadn’t seen in months or years more than once. I’m glad to be closer to Maine and the great DC area as well as only a hop-skip-and-a-jump to North Carolina.
I know that some relationships are the types that no time passes while others fade away and sometimes come back. I know that there are people I probably don’t want to see anymore and I know there are people I am so excited to see for the first time in years. All in all, I’m so thankful for the connections with everyone - no matter how long, short, or stable it’s been.
I’ve been looking through photos a lot lately as I piece together pieces I’m writing or just reminiscing and I am hopeful that some connections can be strengthened again. If not, maybe they’re just meant to be good memories. Either way, I’m so lucky.
What are you thankful for today?
A few of my first visitors in Ohio
My Aunt already came, too!
Some more besties who visited me!
I’ve now seen my brother twice in two months… more than I had before my gram’s funeral
30 Days of Thanks - Day 25
Today I’m grateful for my gramma’s ornaments which are now on my tree. When we were cleaning out her house, I took several of them and now have a whole tree devoted to them. As a kid she used to have the best trees, and since they’d get a real tree, we’d often do it right around my birthday weekend. The trees ranged from BIG to HUGE then to a little smaller as they aged and didn’t want to do so much.
This year I have the space for a whole tree filled with the ornaments from her, and I think it’s quite lovely. I’m thankful for that and other things to help keep the memories alive. Here are some photos from years past and my current tree.
What are you thankful for today?
My tree this year!
30 Days of Thanks - Day 24
I’m thankful to have space for guests. I have a dedicated guest room here in Ohio, with a queen bed and plenty of space. I have a second room with an air mattress, and a sofa that sucks you in. I’m so grateful to have space to house people and have them stay over if they want.
I’ve always had plenty of guests - and space for them - but not a dedicated room with a proper bed and privacy. Get on it and plan a damn visit already, I’ll be waiting! Having people come visit and getting to explore new things together is one of my favorite things in the world. I love making breakfast and cocktails and whatever else having guests entails. There’s lots to see in Ohio, I promise.
What are you thankful for today?
The guest room - humble, but comfy. The overhead lighting is killing me, the lamps are way better.
30 Days of Thanks - Day 23
Today’s is simple - I’m thankful for coffee. I was going to say that I’m thankful for my Nespresso, but I think coffee in general is just a better idea. Nespresso is kind of expensive and wearing me down, so we’ll see how much longer that lasts.
I’m not one of those “not before my coffee” people in any way, but I do (as mentioned a couple of days ago) enjoy my morning, quiet time with a coffee. I don’t even drink coffee every day, but I do enjoy the flavor enough to want it everyday. I did decaf for a while, which was fine, but I do enjoy a little caffeine boost.
I used to have a grind and brew coffeemaker and I loved it. My Cuisinart had a built-in burr grinder and a thermal carafe. The cost to operate was much less than Nespresso, so it’s something I’ve contemplated again. The fresh ground and brewed coffee was just unbeatable. I do enjoy going out to get coffee, but not so much these days.
What are you thankful for today?
If anyone wants to get me a gift, this would be it: Cuisinart Automatic Grind and Brew
The other morning, during my quiet time
A little slideshow of morning coffee during the pandemic when I was taking calls down at the lake in Wisconsin - I miss those days.
30 Days of Thanks - Day 22
Today I’m thankful for clear, starry night skies. In Olympia, I had an okay view and Portland was a little rough because of the city. Here in Ohio, I have a really good view and a pretty dark neighborhood. Wherever I have lived, regardless of the city lights, I would find a way to see the big dipper and other key constellations. One of my favorite memories is laying on the beach of Lake Huron at night in August looking up at the meteor shower and stars. Some of the best skies were up in Mt. Rainier National Park, Bryce Canyon National Park, out in the middle of nowhere Nevada, the deserts of New Mexico, and up near the Boundary Waters in Minnesota.
When I was in Hawaii last year, we were able to have a guided star tour with super cool telescope! Here are some of those photos.
What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 21
Today I’m thankful for quiet, early mornings. One of my favorite things is to wake up early, turn on the holiday lights, and brew a fresh cup of coffee. I was looking back at Facebook and I am thankful for this every time I do this 30 day summary. I love an early morning. I love watching movies in the early morning or even baking something tasty. Alone time, when it’s quiet and calm, is so important to me. I am not sure I was always an early morning person, but since about 2011 I’ve been one and nothing has changed. I can’t stand sleeping in too late nor do I enjoy just laying in bed doing nothing in the morning. If I’m going to lay in bed, and do nothing, it’ll be for an afternoon nap when the day is annoying and busy and everyone else in the world is awake.
I like quiet things, alone time, and mornings a lot more as I age. What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 20
I’m thankful for artists like Kacey Musgraves and bands like Lord Huron. Furthermore, I’m grateful that they’ll be coming together on my 40th birthday in Nashville where I’ll be in the audience with two of my favorite people.
The music they put out makes me feel things. I’ve had an ear for Kacey since I heard her on a Josh Abbott song from way back in the day when I lived in Texas. Her voice was the most magical part of the song, and she is still that way when she duets with any guys. Golden Hour could quite possibly be one of the most perfect albums in the history of music, in my opinion, and I listen to it quite often.
Lord Huron have a haunting yet folksy quality about them and it can be very calming. I enjoy all of their music, but it’s actually the more trippy album Vide Noir that really speaks to me. They always get me with the lyrics and nothing will beat “lost in time and space…”
I am so thankful I get to see them both play live, together, to ring in 40 years on this planet. I’m grateful for the people going with me, who continuously change my life for the better. Cheers to good music that makes you feel something. What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 19
I’m thankful for having a yard and nice neighborhood again for Chewy the dog. In Portland, we had no space, but could walk to the park. In Olympia, we had a tiny yard and nice neighborhood, and Chewy was thriving there. Here, we have a big yard, a ton of streets to mark up and it’s quiet and friendly. Chewy loves his neighborhood walks, loves to make sure everyone knows he’s the top dog, and loves to nap immediately after.
The new job, the new commute, and the new expenses all seem worth it for peace of mind and the feeling that I’m home. Chewy loves having three big beds throughout the house for his rests and he loves standing on the deck staring off at the neighbors.
Here’s to decent rentals with plenty of space for Chewy the dog. What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 18
I’m thankful to have a separate line for work and a completely different phone, that’s not an iPhone, too. I have all calls, work emails, work texts, and the like routed to my old Texas number on a Google Pixel 9 Pro XL. I love being able to have things separate so they can be silenced when necessary or to have alerts on during the day to remind me when I’m not sitting at my computer without interfering with my own personal things. I’m grateful to have a second phone to play around with and to compare the Apple and Google worlds.
I have always intermingled work and personal, but I’ve learned that they need to be separate. You need to be able to shut work off when you can and also be able to respond but not accidentally to the wrong contact or using the wrong email.
What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 17
Today I’m thankful for Martha Stewart. (This is actually a suggestion that was probably made in jest, but I really am) Martha Stewart, in concept and actual human form, was someone my gramma (yes spelled this way nostalgically) looked to for advice and then taught me the things she was learning. This is also true for Ina Garten; I even inherited a few cookbooks. I remember growing up and trying new things from Barefoot Contessa or Martha Stewart at least monthly. My gramma would try new side dishes or clip/copy recipes out of Martha Stewart Living to try. Martha and Ina make me feel good when I watch them on TV or read their recipes and they connect me to the good memories of the past.
What are you thankful for today?
My gramma, Thanksgiving 2000
The cookbooks - plus that binder is full of clipped/copied recipes from all over (before everything was on the internet)
30 Days of Thanks - Day 16
Today I’m thankful for doctors who listen and want to help. I didn’t always go to the doctor regularly, but now I can’t see a life without checkups and ongoing care. Yesterday I visited a new-to-me-doctor here in Ohio and I’m impressed. She was thorough, efficient, and caring. I look forward to our follow up and the plan we created. She referred me to a sleep specialist so they can go over my CPAP data and life is good. I had really good doctors in Portland and Olympia, also, and I’m glad to have been put on this path by them. I’ve also found great care with my new psychiatrist and therapist here in Ohio as well, it’s really working out for healthcare.
What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 15
Today I’m thankful for my car. I’m thankful that the mess of 2022-2023 is over and I have my Outback again. I miss my black one that I bought in 2017, and while I don’t regret often, I do regret letting that baby go. It was a hard life lesson, which seems to be my jam, but I am better off now in spite of it all.
My old Outback was my favorite car, until I sat inside the crimson red beauty named Scarlet I have now. This car has everything I wish my black one did, and more. I have a black interior, no more ivory, which is proving to be a little better in the upkeep. I have Android Auto/Apple Carplay and that is super convenient for maps and music. Scarlet has auto up/down windows for all, the way it should be, and a heated steering wheel. I have the updated Starlink system which allows for remote start and lock/unlock, included for three years, which is so nice for cold and hot days. Overally, though, the design and functionality are quite similar and that’s what I was after. I’m a creature of habit and I like what I like.
This car is proving to be a great commuter - giving me 30 mpg daily on my drive to and from work. The Outback isn’t truly Jeep, 4Runner, or truck like for off road, but it is great for those dusty backroads and snow. The car is covered in dog slobber on one side, used to be coated in dog hair, and has some scratches and scuffs so far but that’s just a sign of life being lived. There is no fear when taking it camping or hiking. I never want a car that I’m afraid to get dirty - what’s the point for rme? I love this car and I will be driving it until the wheels fall off, hopefully.
I’m thankful I can afford a car, insurance, and the maintenance required. I know it’s a privilege to have a reliable vehicle and that is not lost on me. I’m grateful for a decent job and money for gas so I can get out of the house, town, state, etc... I’m thankful for what this car represents - freedom, adventure, and my peace. What are you thankful for today?
30 Days of Thanks - Day 14
Today I’m thankful for nice neighbors. I moved to Lancaster back in September and the two houses across the street introduced themselves right away and one even shared their tomato crop! We may only interact with a wave or casual conversation, but it serves as a reminder that this neighborhood is kind and welcoming. These people are friendly faces now, and it’s good to know your neighbors. I’m hopeful for future encounters.
I’m reminded of my old neighbor in Olympia! She was a real trip. She loved to sunbathe in the tiny yard, had a funny dog who didn’t love people, and was always really chatty. She was nice and helped me with paint color matching (they were condos) and also brought me flowers one day. Some days, I miss her vibrancy.
In Portland, I had a neighbor on my floor who I could meet for a beer or just hang out. He would stop by to say hi or we’d go hit up a brewery, it was quite nice. My other neighbor’s partner was the guy who found my stuff stolen from my car when it was broken into, and called me to make sure I got it back. I’ve been very fortunate to have cool people around me, at least recently.
Back in the day, I lived one house down from my Aunt and Uncle in Texas. Other than it being Texas, or the opinionated guy living between us, we had a blast being that close. I miss being able to walk over or go for golf-cart rides. What are you thankful for today?
Way Back Wednesday - the Land of Enchantment
My stay in New Mexico was only a short time in my life, but it was a time that offered some of the best lessons. I’ve had this era on my brain quite often lately because I’m realizing Ohio is becoming a transformative place for me. The road to 40 has been interesting, and New Mexico was one stop I’ll never forget.
I moved to Artesia, New Mexico after a long term relationship ended, my job changed a bit, and I badly wanted out of Texas. I was excited because work paid for the move, which saved me hundreds of dollars, and ensured I got the place I wanted. I got settled into one of my favorite apartments I’ve ever had - the layout was perfect - and hunkered down for a year in New Mexico. I moved to town during a blizzard, and that was a trip I’ll never forget because it went painfully slow to get there and my mattress froze inside the U-Haul. My brave coworker came over and helped me unload things I couldn’t manage alone and I began to set everything up and get cozy. I was stranded for a whole week, without my car or dog, because flights out of Roswell were grounded due to the storm. I borrowed a work truck to get around and finally got back to Texas to get my dog and my car. Life in New Mexico was off to an exciting start.
The life in New Mexico was instantly enhanced by coworkers that became friends. We had dinners several times per month, took off on weekends to the mountains to go camping, and hunted for rocks and caves quite often. I was so lucky to have made these life-changing friendships, as it hasn’t really happened with coworkers at this level before. I treasure these people, still, and look forward to the times when we can reunite and resume our adventurous ways.
New Mexico is way more beautiful than I had ever thought - not that I thought it was ugly, I just didn’t know much about it. I lived in the southeast corner between Carlsbad and Roswell. Carlsbad Caverns became a staple in my life, as did finding caves all over the area with my new friends. I visited White Sands a few times and finally got to see Guadalupe Mountains. I explored the forests and the mountains from Cloudcroft up to Santa Fe. I saw brilliant fall colors, camped in the snow in May, and had a soak in a hot spring off the Rio Grande. The state is epic and beautiful and I long to go back and see more.
Before I ever lived there, I would go camping up near Albuquerque and Santa Fe in the mountains. It always rained, but the trees were big and the weather a bit cooler so it felt worth it. I revisited these areas a few times after moving there and really took them in. I camped at 10,000 feet and would wake up to expansive views. I hiked ridges, learned how to camp in my Outback (with my dog), and really embraced camping without the amenities or people. There was often no cell service, certainly no electricity, and most definitely no running water and I loved it. Camping was always a favorite thing, but New Mexico helped develop that into a true passion.
Over the course of my year in New Mexico, I truly started to find the things that made me tick. Camping, road tripping, craft beer, wide open night skies, endless views, simple trips with friends, and so on. I also learned that I loved solitude and quiet time. I learned that I love being unreachable and detached. I learned what I needed from others, refined what I could offer others, and truly found joy in every single day. I learned that I liked slow running and could c ook. I found out that people enjoy me and I am ridiculously goofy. I rediscovered old parts of me that either went dormant or unappreciated. New Mexico started to heal me, and put me on this journey of self-rediscovery.
My favorite memories are with my friends or my aunt. We would go camping and this one trip we rented cabins at this old scout camp. It was a rainy day, and there was a pavillion so we took over. We were the only people at this place, so we were painting and eating and dancing and having the best time. I just remember taking shots of Minnesota whiskey I recently brought back and drinking pickle beers. I don’t remember everything, but it was a hoot. My aunt and I would get a cabin and have bonfires. Other friends would come and we’d get a good campsite in the woods and stare up at the sky through the trees. There was no shortage of love, fun, and overall good times when hanging in New Mexico.
I’ll never forget the times in the Land of Enchantment, and I’m so glad I have people there I can visit. Ohio, surprisingly, is picking up where New Mexico and the PNW left off. I’m learning more about me, what I want in life, and how to appreciate the beautiful places to camp and hike. New Mexico made me fall in love with new landscapes, new ways of life, and myself and I’ve landed in Ohio to continue the journey.
30 Days of Thanks - Day 13
Today I’m thankful for fall and winter. When I lived in Texas, I was especially grateful for these seasons because of the (somewhat) lower temperatures. Now, I’m just loving the fall color and hoping for some snow. Yes, snow! I want a snow covered winter, despite the odds. It was 80 in November, already, so I’m not too hopeful.
I love when the sun sets and the bare trees are against the brilliant pink sky. My new drive home is through the forest and I get to see this almost every day right now. There’s something magical about the whole ecosystem going to sleep for a season. I wish we could go to sleep for a whole season.
I’m thankful for the cooler weather and I do enjoy the darker days for a bit. Dark days encourage me create my own light or give me an excuse to put up multiple xmas trees! I haven’t been through a Midwest winter in a decade or more, so we’ll see if I’m still grateful for the season come spring. What are you thankful for today?
Fall and Winter together - Trillium Lake, November 2021
30 Days of Thanks - Day 12
It’s simple, I’m thankful for home grocery delivery. I use one store in particular, but I’ll refrain from sharing to avoid judgment. I get stuff quickly and affordably, and shopping for it is easy. I don’t have to deal with the grocery store or wandering around trying to learn the new stores in the area. I used to use this weekly in Olympia, but then I moved into an apartment in Portland and had to start going to the store myself where I just did curbside.
I’m fully capable of going out and getting my own groceries, but I’m glad I don’t have to. If we’re being vulnerable here, grocery stores can be fun for me but lately they have been hectic nightmares. I’m only really off on evenings and weekends, and by the time I get home I don’t want to go shopping. The weekends, ugh, they’re full of people and it starts to make me feel overwhelmed and overstimulated.
I will occasionally run to Costco or Sam’s for bulk runs, but if I can avoid the local spots I will. I miss the days of 24 hour grocery stores - I’d go around 11 pm back in the day. Now, I’m in bed by 9 and my groceries are delivered hours before that.
What are you thankful for today?
